Not Anymore (song lyrics)

You live your life
Feeding me lies
Painting a picture
To deceive me from the truth
But not anymore

You use to enjoy my tears
You loved seeing my heart break
You loved being the one I came to
You used to enjoy controlling me
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

You truly loved trying
To tell me I’m not good enough
That I’ll never achieve my dreams
I used to believe you
But not anymore

Day after day
You put me down
Made me cry myself to sleep
I bet my sounds of sorrow
Made you sleep like a baby
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

Not anymore
Will you hurt me
Not anymore
Will I believe your lies
Not anymore
You can try
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

I will fight
Until I achieve
What you said
I never could

Sakura no Ki - Cherry blossom Tree (song lyrics)

Standing under a lifeless tree
A dim sun breaking through the branches aptly
The warmth holding me safely
The wind stroking my hair gently
Telling me everything is okay, surely

I close my eyes
And remember fondly
Of a time when this tree
Briskly held such thriving life
When cherry blossoms danced about
Smelling passionately of sweetened love
Those memories are soon forgotten

Fragrance fading far fast
Lovely living life long past
Gone, forgotten, no more can it last

I open my eyes
And forget fondly
Time has halted life
None can thrive so suddenly
Cherry blossoms are only a myth
Now smelling sweetly of broken promises
These memories are remembered

The sun no longer shines
Only rain rushes rapidly down
Embarking on my skin with loneliness
Dousing my hair with a heavy silence
Whispering, telling, screaming to me
I must move on from a lifeless tree
Never again will it thrive
Never again…

Lulling Moon (song lyrics)

The heavens rise waking me
Tears gloss my eyes
My lips tremble as the world
Becomes too vivid and reality
Shines unkindly in the mellow sky
The unbearable feeling goes numb
And my day begins

You fade in to my memories of yesterday
Moment after moment I forget you
Allowing the events of the day
To keep me abstracted from reality
But the day passes in a glimpse

A terrifying moon rises
Lulling me in to a restless sleep
My desires are revealed
Leaving me venerable

As I close my eyes
You are my last thought
And my heart flutters in a listless haze
I smile as my dreams give me you
Your soft eyes tell me you’ll never leave
Your gentle hands caress me soundly
Your voice gives me a comfort
Only my dreams can offer

I awaken in tears once more
Forgetting you desperately
 The unbearable feeling goes numb
And my day begins again

Black Universe (song lyrics)

Is possible to cry too much?
Even if tears can’t fall anymore?
How much can a heart break,
Before ‘delicate’ is too weak of a word?

Together we created a universe of our own
In the cold empty void we made warmth
Keeping our hearts as close as we could
Holding tight so gravity couldn't force us apart

But you allowed gravitational pull
To be stronger than it could…

You were my shinning star
You gave my heart such warmth
But you fell from grace
Turning our warmth to ice
Now all that remains of your heart
Is a black hole lingering
In our desolate universe

Did I love you enough?
Was my warmth too cold?
Why can’t I hear the beating of your heart?
Or see your beautiful face?

With out you this universe is too cold
With out you its unbearably dark
Too silent with out your voice
In this timeless world
I miss your laugh as it echoed
In to emptiness

I wonder if you can feel my love for you
Understand the void you left in my heart…

You were my shinning star
You gave my heart such warmth
But you fell from grace
Turning our warmth to ice
Now all that remains of your heart
Is a black hole lingering
In our desolate universe

Even so, my heart still beats for you…

Take the World (song lyrics)

You’re worries flood in to the mirror
You see what you believe you are
But you have yet to bloom

The world can sometimes seem to bright
It gets hard to hold on
But the future hold dreams you haven’t dreamt

My dear this life has only begun
You can only bloom and flourish
in the over bearing light
Your aspirations give you growth

The sky seems endless
Hope drifts in white silk
Illuminating what is ahead

The sky falls to pieces
We reach out in to the pale blue
Grasping fragments in our hands
The world is ours to take
There is not anything holding you back
Our dreams are at our finger tips
We fight our fears
We can’t hold back

What you see reflected
Are beliefs once spoken
But you can’t believe
If the truth is buried

You must hold on and endure the world
You can’t dream with out hope
You have to find your dreams
in the over bearing light

The sky seems endless
Hope drifts in white silk
Illuminating what is ahead

The sky falls to pieces
We reach out in to the pale blue
Grasping fragments in our hands
The world is ours to take
There is not anything holding you back
Our dreams are at our finger tips
We fight our fears
We can’t hold back

You have to fight
It has only just begun