Blinded Society (song lyrics)

In night of silence
I can hear voices
With there lustful intentions
With not a care
For anything but themselves

People today…
Only want
Only need
Only take
But never give

People today…
Are stuck in there own worlds
Consumed by themselves
There stuck in the fakeness we created
Stuck in themselves

People today…
Only care for themselves
They pay no attention to the things around them
There blind to the world
They've never opened there eyes
There far lost in themselves

So much beauty
But people
Are blinded by themselves
They may never see
The beautiful world before them

People today…
Only want
Only need
Only take
But never give

Its time to wake up
From the dream that their living
The fake world
The fake reality
That they created

its time they pull off the blinds
And look around
Its time they see what their were blinded from
What their missing
open you're eye and see
The world meant to be seen

People today…
Only want
Only need
Only take
But never give

Its time to wake up
Open those eyes
Rip open the blinds
And see the world in front of you
See reality
true beauty

My Secret (song lyrics)

That day you broke my heart
Even if only for a brief moment

You said it wasn't real
That you didn't mean any of it
But now I live in fear
That you’ll stop loving me

You say I make you happy
That I’m your one and only
And I hope that its true
 I don’t want to lose you

I've fallen so deeply in love with you
If you suddenly stopped loving me
I’d become so very lost
I’d blame myself for your desertion
So I’ll do all I can
To make you as happy as I can
So you’ll keep me your one and only

Every time I say something wrong
My heart races in and I fall very silent
In fright of losing you again
But you always forgive
And tell me its okay

I truly want to believe you
When you say you love me
But that day you were so willing
To desert me and say goodbye
That now I live in fear
I don’t want to lose you

I've fallen so deeply in love with you
If you suddenly stopped loving me
I’d become so very lost
I’d blame myself for your desertion
So I’ll do all I can
To make you as happy as I can
So you’ll keep me your one and only

Ourselves (song lyrics)

We live meager, half-hearted lives
Believing there’s not much more
We tell ourselves this is all
We can’t see beyond this painted picture

We struggle and scream
We throw our dreams in to the fire
Crying as they burn away
Silently dying in the flames
Ashes become our memories

We were told we couldn't
Believing we can’t we don’t
We tell ourselves this is all
This painted picture keeps us blind

We don’t fight for our hearts longings
Believing we are selfish persons
We tell ourselves this is all
We painted this picture we see

We no longer understand
We allowed ourselves to believe
Lies became our despised truths
We painted this picture we see
Blinding ourselves to reality
We say we can’t so we don’t

We struggle and scream
We throw our dreams in to the fire
Crying as they burn away
Silently dying in the flames
Ashes become our memories

Never realizing there’s so much more…

Our Moments (song lyrics)

I walked this path
Knowing it was right
I felt that it was in my heart
A dream I should embellish

I was a star burning bright
Creating a path to be followed
My light shined across light years
Even clusters didn’t seem as lovely
But light doesn’t last forever

My light will give away
Dying away and becoming
Death among a universe
Full of endless life
Only forgettable memories will linger
Replaced with brighter stars
Shinning to farther distances

I never cared to shine that bright
I wanted to be dim, burning dark
But trauma forced it’s hand
Giving me materials to burn a life time

Simplicity was my stolen wish
Even now, if I wish upon a shooting star
I could never be granted such happiness
But my heart has accepted this path
My regret has turned to understanding
And my light’s need can’t last forever

My light will give away
Dying away and becoming
Death among a universe
Full of endless life
Only forgettable memories will linger
Replaced with brighter stars
Shinning to farther distances

Always out shined in an
Ever growing universe
Our possibilities are endless

Farewell (song lyrics)

For so many years
I couldn’t bring myself to smile
I never found a reason
Determination felt much easier

It was never a dream come true
Even so, I sang my heart away
I told the world of my scars
While keeping my heart tightly closed

So here I am
Telling you of my story
Sharing the chapters of my life
Shedding these tears
Hoping that you can understand
My reasons were never fair
For that I am deeply sorry
But my real dream lays just ahead
And a new life will begin
Giving hope to a hopeless heart

Every word was sung in truth
Real pain was reflected in every tear
Every smile to the world
Was a thank you not happiness

For so many years I never understood
I’ve made it to this day living on hope
Waiting for something more
Hoping there would be more
To smile in real happiness was my dream
To come true

So here I am
Telling you of my story
Sharing the chapters of my life
Shedding these tears
Hoping that you can understand
My reasons were never fair
For that I am deeply sorry
But my real dream lays just ahead
And a new life will begin
Giving hope to a hopeless heart

Sanctuary (song lyrics)

Today she falls in love
Her smile is vibrant
Her heart melts as
Butterflies flutter in her chest

In her place of peace
Where Ivy never stops growing
Birds never stop singing
His smile is always comforting
Her hearts is content
Her love enveloped by his

Love begins with a smile
But this love will end
Graciously, she will still smile
Her heart is strong and her will admiring

With him is a dream
She hopes will be never ending
His hands caress hers
She melts in to him
Feeling warmth
Smiling at the sound of his heart
Wanting to hear it forever more

Today she falls out of love
Her smile is understanding
And her heart strengthens as
The pieces begin to mend together
Becoming one once more
Fragility is distanced

In her place of peace
Where Ivy never stops growing
Birds never stop singing
Her smile is never ending
Her heart is content
Her love lingers at ease
As butterflies watch over her preciously

One Visit Too Many (song lyrics)

Everything I have buried inside
Is rising to the surface
All I want to do scream
And let tears drench my cheeks

This feeling lingers every moment
I understand but I can’t
Even smiling can’t be forced
This is simply too much

You've reduced my soul to amber
It doesn't even glow with little life
You've taken everything from me
But I won’t give in to you

Someday I will ignite
Fire will engulf me
And I will show
There are some things
That you can’t take
Some things that I
Can still protect
With this beating heart
No matter how fragile

Time hasn't healed these wounds
I force a world of fantasy
To hide the vulnerability in my eyes
The tremble in my voice

You cloak yourself in a twisted black
You grasp all that I love
And leave only torment behind
I've seen too much of you
Your cynical smile doesn't amuse me

You can fill my soul with torment
You can force tears upon me
Leave scars on my heart
That could never fade
But I won’t hand myself to you
You haven’t forced my hand
You could never

Someday I will ignite
Fire will engulf me
And I will show
There are some things
That you can’t take
Some things that I
Can still protect
With this beating heart
No matter how fragile

Even if burned to ashes
I can still live on
Even if only barely

Blueberry Tea (song lyrics)

The sweet warmed taste
Of blueberry tea on a rainy day
Comforts me only the way home can

No matter where I am the aroma
Gives me a piece of you
The memories of drinking with you
Warming ourselves as the rain falls
I cherish fondly with love

Those memories warm my heart
I never want to forget
You are home to me

I want to forever live in our blueberry wonderland
I don’t care if it rains for an eternity
As longs as I’m with you I’m home
Whenever we’re apart I drink our tea
And your warmth comforts my heart

With every taste I remember your sweet smile
The sweetness that fills your eyes
The sweet kindness you showed my heart

With every cup my memories of you sweeten
My love for you grows stronger
When rain begins to fall
I smile with anticipation
Of another blueberry memory with you

No matter where I am the aroma
Gives me a piece of you
The memories of drinking with you
Warming ourselves as the rain falls
I cherish fondly with love

Those memories warm my heart
I never want to forget
You are home to me

I want to forever live in our blueberry wonderland
I don’t care if it rains for an eternity
As longs as I’m with you I’m home
Whenever we’re apart I drink our tea
And your warmth comforts my heart

Abscond (song lyrics)

in the horizon of tomorrow
roses will weigh with
dew drops of the morning mist
as the sun rises it evaporates away
and the roses will flourish
gleaming their red in a display of guilt

red memories will fill the air
and the bitter sweet scent
will not be able to be forgotten
it lingers in the unseen
light of tomorrow

as the red gleams and spreads
the guilt is passed on
bringing regretful memories
dew drops appear in the eyes
of the catatonic guilt

the light of the sun departs
a haze of fog spreads
faster then an infection
the roses can't be hidden
their red even in the dim
light of the cascading clouds
still gleams with guilt

dew drops quickly turn to rain
and fall with grieving pressure
the roses cringe away to sleep
the guilt still lingers in the shadows
it can't be washed away
it only begins to strive and gleam
with out color in an unlit storm

the sweet memories bring
guilt to life to gleam red again
it burrows deep down infecting
upon everything red lays

the roses of tomorrow
will flourish and bring
red guilt to realization

(Inspired by Dir en grey, I was listening to their song Kodou)

A Sight of Corruption (song lyrics)

in an instant everything
went up in flames
every image and memory
turned to ash
the past was nothing more
then charred ash

I can't fathom what I feel
I can't seem to understand

I'm breathless
my heart has stopped
the words to express
are non existent

in this moment
nothing exist
not even myself

those words spoken
leave a catatonic trail
a trail of lifeless disaster

what's to live for
if the past in being burned away
being destroyed with every word
spoken by a messenger
of a tormented world

in an instant
the world I knew
the life I knew
came crumbling down
in shattered flames
Fireflies of amber

all that's left is ash
soon to forget what was

No One Like You (song lyrics)

With you at my side
The world didn't feel
So over powering

Even with the pain
Felt deep in my heart
You made me smile

No matter the day
No matter the damage
You stayed to help me fight

When you’re here with me
I can’t imagine giving in
You make these days worth
Every breath I take
You give me strength
All my smiles are for you
Thank you for your loving heart

Every time my heart is further damaged
You’re always there to help me repair
And show me tomorrow will be just a bit brighter

You’ve turned my tears to strength
My fear in to growth
You’re all I have to smile

Our dreams have been left in the past
We've chosen new paths
Looking ahead together is our fulfillment

When you’re here with me
I can’t imagine giving in
You make these days worth
Every breath I take
You give me strength
All my smiles are for you
Thank you for your loving heart

Our hearts beat together
Our lives are deeply knitted
With out you I would fracture
Breathing would surely be too hard
I’ve lost far too much
I don’t want to ever lose you
Hold on to me forever

When you’re here with me
I can’t imagine giving in
You make these days worth
Every breath I take
You give me strength
All my smiles are for you
Thank you for your loving heart

Not Anymore (song lyrics)

You live your life
Feeding me lies
Painting a picture
To deceive me from the truth
But not anymore

You use to enjoy my tears
You loved seeing my heart break
You loved being the one I came to
You used to enjoy controlling me
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

You truly loved trying
To tell me I’m not good enough
That I’ll never achieve my dreams
I used to believe you
But not anymore

Day after day
You put me down
Made me cry myself to sleep
I bet my sounds of sorrow
Made you sleep like a baby
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

Not anymore
Will you hurt me
Not anymore
Will I believe your lies
Not anymore
You can try
But not anymore…

Try to put me down
But you won’t bring me down
I won’t stop
Stand in my way
And I’ll toss you aside
You can’t get to me
You’ve underestimated me
This is my happiness
I won’t let you get in the way
I won’t fall
At least not that easily
I will fight

I will fight
Until I achieve
What you said
I never could

Sakura no Ki - Cherry blossom Tree (song lyrics)

Standing under a lifeless tree
A dim sun breaking through the branches aptly
The warmth holding me safely
The wind stroking my hair gently
Telling me everything is okay, surely

I close my eyes
And remember fondly
Of a time when this tree
Briskly held such thriving life
When cherry blossoms danced about
Smelling passionately of sweetened love
Those memories are soon forgotten

Fragrance fading far fast
Lovely living life long past
Gone, forgotten, no more can it last

I open my eyes
And forget fondly
Time has halted life
None can thrive so suddenly
Cherry blossoms are only a myth
Now smelling sweetly of broken promises
These memories are remembered

The sun no longer shines
Only rain rushes rapidly down
Embarking on my skin with loneliness
Dousing my hair with a heavy silence
Whispering, telling, screaming to me
I must move on from a lifeless tree
Never again will it thrive
Never again…

Lulling Moon (song lyrics)

The heavens rise waking me
Tears gloss my eyes
My lips tremble as the world
Becomes too vivid and reality
Shines unkindly in the mellow sky
The unbearable feeling goes numb
And my day begins

You fade in to my memories of yesterday
Moment after moment I forget you
Allowing the events of the day
To keep me abstracted from reality
But the day passes in a glimpse

A terrifying moon rises
Lulling me in to a restless sleep
My desires are revealed
Leaving me venerable

As I close my eyes
You are my last thought
And my heart flutters in a listless haze
I smile as my dreams give me you
Your soft eyes tell me you’ll never leave
Your gentle hands caress me soundly
Your voice gives me a comfort
Only my dreams can offer

I awaken in tears once more
Forgetting you desperately
 The unbearable feeling goes numb
And my day begins again

Black Universe (song lyrics)

Is possible to cry too much?
Even if tears can’t fall anymore?
How much can a heart break,
Before ‘delicate’ is too weak of a word?

Together we created a universe of our own
In the cold empty void we made warmth
Keeping our hearts as close as we could
Holding tight so gravity couldn't force us apart

But you allowed gravitational pull
To be stronger than it could…

You were my shinning star
You gave my heart such warmth
But you fell from grace
Turning our warmth to ice
Now all that remains of your heart
Is a black hole lingering
In our desolate universe

Did I love you enough?
Was my warmth too cold?
Why can’t I hear the beating of your heart?
Or see your beautiful face?

With out you this universe is too cold
With out you its unbearably dark
Too silent with out your voice
In this timeless world
I miss your laugh as it echoed
In to emptiness

I wonder if you can feel my love for you
Understand the void you left in my heart…

You were my shinning star
You gave my heart such warmth
But you fell from grace
Turning our warmth to ice
Now all that remains of your heart
Is a black hole lingering
In our desolate universe

Even so, my heart still beats for you…

Take the World (song lyrics)

You’re worries flood in to the mirror
You see what you believe you are
But you have yet to bloom

The world can sometimes seem to bright
It gets hard to hold on
But the future hold dreams you haven’t dreamt

My dear this life has only begun
You can only bloom and flourish
in the over bearing light
Your aspirations give you growth

The sky seems endless
Hope drifts in white silk
Illuminating what is ahead

The sky falls to pieces
We reach out in to the pale blue
Grasping fragments in our hands
The world is ours to take
There is not anything holding you back
Our dreams are at our finger tips
We fight our fears
We can’t hold back

What you see reflected
Are beliefs once spoken
But you can’t believe
If the truth is buried

You must hold on and endure the world
You can’t dream with out hope
You have to find your dreams
in the over bearing light

The sky seems endless
Hope drifts in white silk
Illuminating what is ahead

The sky falls to pieces
We reach out in to the pale blue
Grasping fragments in our hands
The world is ours to take
There is not anything holding you back
Our dreams are at our finger tips
We fight our fears
We can’t hold back

You have to fight
It has only just begun